Things Not Going My Way

I should have looked at more ballet studios, but things were fine the way they were.  If I did dance team would have been nice since I made it.

At this age...

...I don't feel like singing and dancing anymore.  I just wanna be a film actor.

I just found an old ballet school online.

It certainly has developed since.

southernyouthballet.com

It looks like a pretty small school these days.  I wish I could go to a big school.  Instead, I've been at home doing nothing.

Ballet or Dance Team

If I did ballet, I wish I went to the big ballet school.  I stayed at smaller ones.  In college, I did once the prep night program + the minor program.  I fit in well at adult ballet, but I still need more of a break.  I was supposed to do this last year, but the auditions didn't go well since my ballet shoes were too tight.  I left during the modern section.  Now, I feel like I couldn't stand to take classes.  I'll have to take a bus to get there if I do it.  I'm spending my money for the next two or three months on getting all the Oz books as hardcover.

More Bigger Problems Later

I don't think I can sing again after taking voice and the vibrato.  I can still do ballet.  I like that I came home, though, and even wish I didn't go to college.  It was fun for a year, though.  The ballet there was something I liked.

cont.

One day the counselor who used to be the talented music teacher, Mrs. Dilkey, had me come to her office and had a meeting with my parents and teachers.  I even saw the principal.  I didn't do anything wrong, but I was reknown from 10th grade being the queen of clubs in the paper.  It seemed sad how tired I was of school, but seriously it was just the American History.  We had this pretty French lady, so it made me feel even worse.  What if she knew my race and was racist?  I looked healthy and interesting at that time, too.

Something Interesting for Once

f.y.i. At my first high school I was considered accomplished.  However, my 3rd year American History APG brought me down.  Early on though I was called to the counselor, but it was too late, my grade on the test, to still have straight As.  Then, my aunt had me go to a mental hospital.  I liked moving schools, but in a way I wish I went back to Salmen.  For some reason I didn't regret anything academically.  It was fun to be a part of a whole new place, but I still wish I stayed at Salmen.  I did stop seeing people after going to a Chinese doctor who prescribed natural medicine.  He said I was fine and that the other medicine isn't good for me.  He said I could teach his daughter piano and go on vacation with them, but I didn't want to.  Not the first time.

I was just in disbelief that the class didn't make sense, all lecture straight thru.  It was ridiculous.  I did it for Gifted.  I took APG English already.  I did fine there.  That makes me think of how careful the English degree is in reading.  It's just reading and with focus.  It was almost as shocking as not getting in gifted the first try in high school.  Lucky I made it next term along with others a grade higher.  They started making us take 2nd year classes 1st, which I almost did.  It was just a nightmare.

It's easy to become overweight from very thin and active.

You get tired and hungry.

Tim Burton

http://www.monstersandcritics.com/people/news/article_1610473.php/Tim-Burton-in-hospital-with-kidney-stones

http://www.torontosun.com/entertainment/movies/2011/01/09/16817951-wenn-story.html

http://www.contactmusic.com/news.nsf/story/burton-hospitalised-to-treat-kidney-stones_1194417

http://blogs.chron.com/celebritybuzz/2011/01/tim_burtons_kidney_stone_battl.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+houstonchronicle%2Fcelebritybuzz+(Celebrity+Buzz)