Christina Barrett: 2011

So I just skipped that. It seems like a liberal thing where you learn on the job and stuff. Something will come along. I need to clean up, too, then I'll be open to seeing more of things like this.

I applied for an India based movie in Thailand.

http://starsearchcasting.com/auditions/Digital_Oriented_Networks_DON_Creations

Supposedly there's like nothing I can do.

http://starsearchcasting.com/film_movie_auditions_casting_calls?state=16

I'll just have to take it as it comes.

No one can stop him.

Peter is "high king" of Narnia and ended up in a fight, but it looks like it's over prematurely!

I hope the girl who played Lucy in Narnia

is okay. I noticed by the 2nd movie her teeth were longer. I experienced a problem when we moved and I posted online. I didn't have my mouthwash at first and sucking on vitamins like I used to made the back of my teeth have black marks. I'm not sure why her teeth look longer than they need to be. I don't know if it has to do with genetics. She looks pretty happy later on. True some of my teeth are just short. Maybe some short and some long. I noticed especially her two front teeth.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

School

I wish I did cheerleading in junior hi. It's only once a week. I wanted to do dance team in high school, too.

People are bossy.

Wow.

http://www.thenewcanadians.com/wpblogs/2009/09/20/this-famous-canadian-is-half-dutch-half-chinese/

She doesn't look as white as me.

I want things evened out before I marry.

I want to live with people and not feel any jealousy from them about my friends.

neat puppets in the 2nd movie

of Narnia

Cars

http://autos.yahoo.com/auto-shows/detroit_auto_show_2011/1651/10-cars-worth-waiting-for-in-2011/

Monday, January 10, 2011

Things Not Going My Way

I should have looked at more ballet studios, but things were fine the way they were. If I did dance team would have been nice since I made it.

At this age...

...I don't feel like singing and dancing anymore. I just wanna be a film actor.

I just found an old ballet school online.

It certainly has developed since.

southernyouthballet.com

It looks like a pretty small school these days. I wish I could go to a big school. Instead, I've been at home doing nothing.

Ballet or Dance Team

If I did ballet, I wish I went to the big ballet school. I stayed at smaller ones. In college, I did once the prep night program + the minor program. I fit in well at adult ballet, but I still need more of a break. I was supposed to do this last year, but the auditions didn't go well since my ballet shoes were too tight. I left during the modern section. Now, I feel like I couldn't stand to take classes. I'll have to take a bus to get there if I do it. I'm spending my money for the next two or three months on getting all the Oz books as hardcover.

cont.

One day the counselor who used to be the talented music teacher, Mrs. Dilkey, had me come to her office and had a meeting with my parents and teachers. I even saw the principal. I didn't do anything wrong, but I was reknown from 10th grade being the queen of clubs in the paper. It seemed sad how tired I was of school, but seriously it was just the American History. We had this pretty French lady, so it made me feel even worse. What if she knew my race and was racist? I looked healthy and interesting at that time, too.

Something Interesting for Once

f.y.i. At my first high school I was considered accomplished. However, my 3rd year American History APG brought me down. Early on though I was called to the counselor, but it was too late, my grade on the test, to still have straight As. Then, my aunt had me go to a mental hospital. I liked moving schools, but in a way I wish I went back to Salmen. For some reason I didn't regret anything academically. It was fun to be a part of a whole new place, but I still wish I stayed at Salmen. I did stop seeing people after going to a Chinese doctor who prescribed natural medicine. He said I was fine and that the other medicine isn't good for me. He said I could teach his daughter piano and go on vacation with them, but I didn't want to. Not the first time.

I was just in disbelief that the class didn't make sense, all lecture straight thru. It was ridiculous. I did it for Gifted. I took APG English already. I did fine there. That makes me think of how careful the English degree is in reading. It's just reading and with focus. It was almost as shocking as not getting in gifted the first try in high school. Lucky I made it next term along with others a grade higher. They started making us take 2nd year classes 1st, which I almost did. It was just a nightmare.

It's easy to become overweight from very thin and active.

You get tired and hungry.

Tim Burton

http://www.monstersandcritics.com/people/news/article_1610473.php/Tim-Burton-in-hospital-with-kidney-stones

http://www.torontosun.com/entertainment/movies/2011/01/09/16817951-wenn-story.html

http://www.contactmusic.com/news.nsf/story/burton-hospitalised-to-treat-kidney-stones_1194417

http://blogs.chron.com/celebritybuzz/2011/01/tim_burtons_kidney_stone_battl.html?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%3A+houstonchronicle%2Fcelebritybuzz+(Celebrity+Buzz)

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Pizza Night

Again!

I'm going to see that witch movie.

We all grew up to be the same.

:) so happy

Language

I don't really curse in real life for some reason. In writing for some reason I feel I have to. I'm learning to write better just posting on the computer. When I was 5, 6, or 7 I took Mavis Beacon Teaches Typing. I kept doing it and got better. I can type a lot without thinking about anything but the words. I wanna revisit the software I have to make it even sharper because it's freaky just typing without thinking of where the letters are. Sometimes, I mess up if I'm not thinking a certain way. It's kinda stinted, like I can't go back.

I want to be more famous than Johnny Depp.

I don't know how long I'm supposed to wait. I can't deal with shit.

Bitter

This reminds me of an escape you don't want.

"Prince Caspian"

I wonder what the horse scenes are like.

heart-shaped hands

Yet, the hard shape connects to the whole arm depending on if it's in position rounding up. Like the whole arm is levered on it.

It's nice and chilly outside.

They should start remaking classics.

Gotta start new versions of things sometime. Why not now?

I need to start showering once or twice a day again.

time for a bath|shower

since a few days. Still did 2 loads of towels.

What's the benefit of being Chinese

if white people are on about the other Asian countries?

I'm waiting for my leftover Chinese to cool.

It's interesting

Peter tells Edmund to go back and take the girls. After the Snow Queen or whatever stabs him, Aslan apparently kills her.

Just finished.

And, I had forgotten something about something else I wanted to say.

They show the fox

even though it was a question on what side. There's a supposed traitor. LOL.

That puppet combat must have been something.

I got made fun of for watching Barney. I was like 7-9.

There's CGI, too.

Like if it's just an animal or smaller.

It's nice to see the Dutch genes in place

and the French.

In the movie "The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe"

it's funny such a beautiful queen leads those goblins you see. It seems it always works that way for some reason.

Dance

I'm using my allowance for 2 - 3 months to get all the Oz books. My dad can buy me new slippers if I need, but I will have enough.

I want to do the major program at Valencia. I mean the associates degree rather than the adult classes, which are not as hard. In New Orleans, they had a ballet program at college I went to for almost 5 semesters.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

I told my dad I want a break from ballet.

I am always hungry and need to eat as well as tired. I should wait until I lose some weight from running and get stronger from eating and making food.

We refer to the east as the east.

There isn't a Mid East because people would confuse it with the Middle Easterners.

When people boast about the south

they better not be talking shit.

It's so like California

for adults from our generation growing up to have darker or more dominant features than their children to know of their existence in any way.

Website Update

http://christinabarrett1.yolasite.com/pictures-thru-the-years.php

Jealous of Me

I think people are jealous that other people like me.

People really do believe

it is wrong to be mean, like showing off when you're wrong.

The print is too small.

I will buy them separately as hardcovers.

I had decided...

...to stop reading the Narnia books for the Oz books until Christmastime or the holidays so I read the main book around Christmas.

I wish there were more entertainment

on TV tracking wild animals. I saw some nice bugs and stuff though.

Facebook

It's a mysterious place.

Magic

You need things in magic to counterbalance when something is not there.

The nice thing about the 15 in 1 Oz books

is I don't have to worry about spending more money as I go. I think my eyes will be alright. No pictures, but that's not the point.

"The Sound of Music"

The beginning with the woodwinds is so spine chilling. When I hear it or something like it, it evokes thoughts of the past.

IMDb told us Julie Andrews's husband died.

That's sad, but most people don't know.

After the scarecrow putting himself down

Dorothy says because you have no brains, he doesn't understand why she wants to leave Oz.

The scarecrow in "The Wizard of Oz"

was made a couple days ago within a day. I think it's a political joke that it made him a man.

I had a dream...

I saw someone's picture as a baby, with only a little slightly fuzzy light hair, with a bald sort of look. I saw it like 2 times in a row. The baby had a big smile. It was like it was laughing kinda.

I'm tired from needing sleep

and just woke up.

Friday, January 7, 2011

I just got

my leatherbound Barnes & Noble complete Shakespeare works book a little while back.

I just got my Oz books in the mail!

It's 2 columns of small text per page, like the Bible. It has all 15 and starts out with The Wizard of Oz. My Shakespeare complete works should be coming tonight.

I'll post if I update my website.

Certain People

Certain people make others uncomfortable to admit how much they like them since they would be too popular.

People don't have to worry

about being modest because somebody will come fetch them anyway.

Things that make you curse now

wouldn't make you curse when you were a child.

It would have been nice

if I came on the internet more before.

Tomorrow

I get in 2 books. I'm also waiting for the sling bag for ballet.

I get the leatherbound Barnes & Noble complete works of Shakespeare and the complete Oz books. The Shakespeare one costs only $18. The Oz books, 15, were $45 or something.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Jewish is considered close enough to European.

China is a complete old world.

Yet, Jews remind me of Japanese anime.

Are people who are made to feel innocent more interesting?

I just finished to send a letter to a friend.

I just need a stamp.

I definitely would be Valedictorian.

I wish

I changed from gifted advanced placement American history to honors my 3rd year of high school. I might have gotten an A still or a B. I was too humiliated about the APG, but oh well.

Tim Burton

Tim Burton - Home

6 days ago - Tim Burton… drew the third-highest attendance of any exhibition in the museum's history. He is now in the rarefied company of Picasso… and Matisse.” ...
torontointernationalfilmfestival.ca/timburton - Cached

Tim Burton named Cannes jury president

2 days ago - Tim Burton In a move that should remind some of his more disenchanted fans of the high esteem with which he is still held in the industry, ...
incontention.com/2010/.../tim-burton-named-cannes-jury-president/ - Cached

I left a comment.

http://blogs.chron.com/celebritybuzz/2011/01/helena_bonham_carter_says_boyf.html

Figuring Out My Personality Type

So far it's been

F J

I need to figure if I'm introverted or intuitive.

I'm a feeler judger. XXFJ

I ordered this.

https://www.discountdance.com/view_catalog.php?pid=8394&Shop=Style&TopCat=

I had just enough. The shipping will be 5-7 days.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

My ballet shoes are too small.

I'm getting new ones on Saturday. This is the 2nd pair. I ordered them online for before when I was gonna do it.

What does this mean?

Julie Andrews and Anne Hathaway to Make a 'Glee' Appearance ...

5 days ago - Chris Colfer said at the GLAAD Awards in April, “I really want Julie Andrews to play Kurt's fashionable grandmother. That's what I want.” ...
thecelebritycafe.com/.../julie-andrews-and-anne-hathaway-make-glee- appearance-12-30-2010 - Cached

Meg Ryan adopted an Oriental orphan.

Awhile back.

Funny Feelings

Why do people idealize being dizzy or put in a stupor? That's totally stupid. Stuff that crazy will make you have to masturbate. I just watch from afar these days.

People Before and After

I don't like it when people switch places from what it is originally.

I will post if I update my website.

Sorry I didn't add that sooner.

My legs are stretching

The ballet was a nice stretch. My legs seemed longer but need to be stretched out from stuck under me. I have my hips sinking thru or fat.

Ballet

It was neat. I saw another class going when we walked in and out of kids in some kinda maroon or something outfits. Sometimes we could hear nextdoor.

Heart-Shaped Hands

Like, the strands connect with the heart shape it makes to the arm.

I went on a long break from ballet.

I felt okay, though, a bit better. I see I'm getting better as far as health and like my posture goes.

a good pop song for Narnia

On our way for me to go to ballet, I heard this song on the radio, soft rock... "I'll stop the world. I'll melt with you. ... You've seen the difference, and it's getting better all the time..." The second line sounds like a commercial for cleaning spray. Not quite I guess.

repentance

re·pen·tance

noun \ri-ˈpen-t^ən(t)s\

: the action or process of repenting especially for misdeeds or moral shortcomings

http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/repentance?show=0&t=1294207558

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

I just got light Italian dressing

and someone has it in their status.

heart shaped hands

lol

I'm going to get a class card

to take ballet at Orlando Ballet School in the adult classes.

another dream coincidence

Someone showed me this YouTube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KrIiYSdEe4E and I had a dream there was a container with a gray little think like a dragon with wings sorta. I put out the cover on the top of the truck when we were riding and dreamed i was looking up into the aquarium. I was reading a certain part in the Narnia books too, where there's a lake that they stand in, several, and they don't get wet when they're out.

You know that look

like when your hands are shaped like hearts on the wrist? My hands are totally like that.

So, I got to the fourth chapter

in the first Narnia book.

Why does Seminole College

list a music education course called sound and movement.

Loyola kicked me out of music education claiming I was shy. Same with voice.

Why does Seminole Community College

only give music theory classes for the musical theater major?

When people say let lose

they are saying to be bad often. They forget they started the game.

I'm so excited.

I'm supposed to go to ballet tomorrow. I just did 3 loads of laundry and have to fold the towels. I slept when my parents were gone tonight. I woke up before they came home. I wonder if I should have some pizza and some mac and cheese.

dream of Julie Andrews and coincidence

Since her husband dying there hasn't been anything on her online. I dreamed that these robot people were like walking around chasing me and I wanted it to stop. I kept seeing a Julie Andrews looking both old and young popping up. She gave me a message that had supposedly indicated to see her. I get a similar vibe getting on the fourth chapter of the Narnia first book. Anyway, someone posted a "Favorite Things" video and in my dream a pack of presents was tied up similarly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEjOhBa9MKc

Monday, January 3, 2011

I have lots of nostalgic memories

plus things to keep me occupied.

I wish it were still only 2009. I started posting on IMDb more in 2008. It was okay. I feel a bit haunted for being bad but not really bad because I never really curse in real life. I just try to be funny and break the ice in the right way. I have given up using anything inappropriate for fun now.

Stereotypes

Johnny Depp has that thick skin look and mine as what I like is a different stereotype, to look like a white Middle Eastern. :)

I just woke up.

I just went to Sports Authority

and got those walking sneakers for $30. The shoes are each like a rocker on a rocking chair.

We're back.

I'm going to a new big Wal-Mart.

Then maybe come home. I'm going with my dad..

Sunday, January 2, 2011

so now ...

I will take ballet at Orlando Ballet. After that, I might want to go to Valencia so I get in on performance, ya. Orlando Ballet has "open" classes. It's for people who are too old to train with kids and flexible with level yet somewhat a challenge. I used to go to Orlando Ballet and the teen classes at Central Florida Ballet.

medz

They seemed to make me tired sometimes again.

back for a little while

just got back

Now, my brother is packing for college and we'll drop him off. I see Burlesque with Cher and Christina Aguilera at 10 P.M. with my dad.

We're going to eat at Golden Corral.

The order went thru.

It'll ship in 3 days.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

I ordered 2 books.

Oz books - http://search.barnesandnoble.com/books/product.aspx?EAN=9780954840143&x=5219101

complete works of Shakespeare - http://search.barnesandnoble.com/books/product.aspx?EAN=9780760703328&x=5219101

I'm back!

We're going to the mall now.

New Plan

I will hold out and see when I feel ready and replenished from eating to start ballet|dance again. I don't want to go there undernourished. The program is friendly. My mom was given information about doing it. Basically, like at my old college Loyola, you just go in and take classes, no discrepancy on age, like if you're 80. I feel a little bad starting later, but essentially this is the kind of program to do this. I think people who took dance also take it as a continuation. I'm not sure about the ballerinas; a lot don't do ballet after high school.