Ballet or Dance Team

If I did ballet, I wish I went to the big ballet school.  I stayed at smaller ones.  In college, I did once the prep night program + the minor program.  I fit in well at adult ballet, but I still need more of a break.  I was supposed to do this last year, but the auditions didn't go well since my ballet shoes were too tight.  I left during the modern section.  Now, I feel like I couldn't stand to take classes.  I'll have to take a bus to get there if I do it.  I'm spending my money for the next two or three months on getting all the Oz books as hardcover.